"Reality is wrong. Dreams are for real."

you sat down, looked at your palms, got up and sat back down.

I was a little curious, I have to admit. You looked up, and me, well I couldn’t decide if I should smile or not. I just sat there waiting for you to tie your shoes and come say hello. It was cute, watching your hands twitch and hear you hum to yourself. I closed my eyes, and then I heard you quietly leave the room.

then i realized, you were never here —

everything became a blur, red looked like yellow and pink was brighter than usual. It’s okay you said, “it’s okay, I’m here”. Remember that night?

I was listening to Lost by Coldplay, my iPod was on full blast and you sat next to me and sang along. You asked what I was doing that night and I tried to find my voice but you decided it didn’t matter because nobody can refuse you. But I did.

You were wearing your favorite Nike’s, and they weren’t clean, your eyes were more blue than brown that night and you laughed a lot louder. Asked for my number and told me it was for a friend. I couldnt help staring, I’m sorry.

But tonight, it’s cold, and I’m going to have to go through the same thing. This time, I’ll be watching from the outside.. you, with some other girl.

I know you know that I knew, and I know that you haven’t changed one bit.

“somewhere someone’s finding happiness while I’m still here so hung up on you.”